Time...

How is it that time can fly by quickly and at the same time it slows down and feels like it is going too slow? I feel like this a lot since Matthew has been gone. It was been 12.5 weeks now. Some days, that feels like a great accomplishment, but other days I feel like we are barely anywhere with it!

These past 5 days are a blur, I hardly remember the small details, but when I hear from him everyday, they seem to go more slowly, and of course they seem to go slowly when I don't get to talk to him either, until it is over and I see him online!

"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can and wisdom to know the difference". This helps me get through when I am feeling down. I know that he will be home again before I know it, just some days I feel like it will never come and others I feel like it will be here in a drop.

God Bless